![]() My brother Kash, a cute toddler, heard me crying and said, "Mom, why is Dontai crying?," but she was too teary to explain. ![]() ![]() We headed home and she asked, "Did you like doing that?" Of course I liked it, but said, "No." Toward the end of our deep and emotional conversation, I broke down and started crying. I am glad she showed concern instead of just getting mad and lashing out, because she wasn't keen on her son having feelings for boys. My mom may not have been mad, but she was still concerned about her young son. In a shaking, embarrassed, and small voice, I confessed to the sexual activity, and put my head down and covered my face. Fortunately no one seemed angry or upset, not even my mom. Someone must have told, because my mom and I were called to a meeting at the pool. Did I like it? Yes, but I didn't want anyone to know. I was shocked and didn't say anything because I was aroused. One thing led to another, and suddenly Jovany started giving the other boy oral sex. (I had only ever kissed a girl at school before.) After swimming in the pool, I went to the showers with a boy named Jovany and another male friend. When I was 14, I attended a summer day camp and had my first sexual experience with a boy. My attraction to guys faded, and I was girl-crazy for a while.
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